My Love

I’ve been down and
I’m wondering why
These little black clouds
Keep walking around
With me
sometimes life is one big puzzle
you wonder why things are so jumbled up
even with all the pieces in hand
you still struggle to put them all together
i try to understand 
but wander around too much
to stay in one place
i walked along a path
that i thought i knew it like the back of my mind
with these little black clouds
hovering around
what i knew very well
was hidden behind a veil of darkness
what i once had lots of
has slowly ebbed away
to a mere miniscule
the more i think
the more insane i become
trying to find the path 
i slowly fade
into these little black clouds
hoping to find
the path from inside
dont laugh at me
dont look at me
you just have a nice day!

My Love

woke up every morning,
my lips on your cheek,
a sleepy smile and the
chase began;

as i ran towards the invisible goal,
it seemed so far away,
yet i ran for years and years,
expecting it to be near, but getting fooled again and again;

i should have stopped,
maybe i should have listened to you,
as i kept running towards it,
i slowly faded away from your memories,
every minute and every second;

now as i stand in the middle,
exhausted, tired and clueless,
i turn around to see how far i have come,
and all i see is emptiness;

lonely, scared and plagued by indecision,
I stand here in the middle of nowhere,
not sure of which way to go?

should i leave it all and go forward?
or should i stay here, hoping you would catchup with me?
or should i take the long walk back home to be with you?

far away from what i know,
running towards what i do not know,
wondering if i will ever see you again,
Without You, I’m Nothing.

My Love

it was love at first sight,
the moment i met you,
sparks flew and brought us,
closer and together;

barely a minute goes by,
without me thinking,
is this too good,
to be true;

i pinch myself from time to time,
just to make sure i am not dreaming,
and not hallucinating all this,
between you and me;

a touch here, a touch there,
a kiss here, a kiss there,
a gentle caress, a playful nibble,
hands all over everytime we are together;

few seconds of leaving you out of my sight,
a frantic search begins, scanning everything and everywhere,
and it stops only when i find you,
standing, smiling and playing with my heart;

your lips against mine,
as we indulge in our sins,
your body next to mine,
entwined in our flame of ecstasy;

in the moonlight glow,
as we drift into deep peace,
tell me baby,
is it Love or is it Lust?

My Love

just you and me,
holding hands and looking into each other’s eyes,
it’s been a while,
it’s been a long time;

lost in this madness of life,
closer but farther away,
from each other,
i don’t know what to do;

alone and lost,
this dream is all that keeps me alive,
keeps me and you alive,
waiting for the moment it becomes a reality;

counting the days,
to meet you on the other side,
high above the world,
over and over in my mind;

i close my eyes and i see you there,
i drift away to sleep and you are there,
waiting for me to escape reality and dive
into this dream, where you and me, together;

together, till the shining sun,
together, till madness rises again,
together, we will make this dream come true,
together sooner!

My Love

i had my mind made up,
i was sure of what i wanted to say,
and i was very sure of how
it was to end;

this time it was different,
i came, i saw and i fell,
in one big moment,
hook, line and sinker;

I never believed in Love at first sight,
believing it to be an incarnation of those
cheesy, romantic hollywood chick flicks,
that bores you to death;

yet here i was,
numb,
fixated at every word that came out of her mouth,
transfixed;

no sparks, nothing,
just a feeling,
a wordless feeling (best described as),
happiness and joy;

a small tingle in my throat,
a pause before my words,
a victim of the love cupid,
my heart skipped a beat;

My Love

just another random thought,
sitting in the silence
of my disturbed thoughts,
i refused to think about it;

i closed my eyes,
tried to shut it tight,
carried everywhere by the wind,
it seemed so real and so true;

gazing deeply into the pool of water,
i see my face staring back in
amazement and in wonder
at the emotions that i am overcome with;

drawing me closer and closer,
stirred by the depth of passion,
torn between the life that is
and the life that will be, i struggle;

trying to find a solution,
i try to claw my way out,
i try to fight the feelings
and all the emotions i have been overcome with;

sitting in the dark,
thinking of you,
wishing you were here,
realizing i am a prisoner of love,
a prisoner of your love;

My Love

sitting at home,
everything is fine,
as the days pass by
one by one,
some long, some slow;

I talk to myself quiet and low,
elegies of my heart and soul…
a shiver, a sigh, soft words whispered in the dark,
my senses are mixed already, unable to differentiate
between a sound or a smell or a touch or a taste;

I keep dreaming of a time,
my fingers intertwined
with you, an everlasting
joy of time, heart skipping
a beat here and there;

as I sit here
thinking sweet thoughts of you
lustful images make my heart
palpitate uncontrollably;

trembling uncontrollably
the heat continues to rise
as I close my eyes and see
you standing before me;

I open up my eyes to find
that you are nowhere around
I feel a wave of sadness
crash upon the shores of my heart;

As i lie here obsessed with the thought of you,
hoping it will all be over soon and,
waiting patiently for the day
when I can hold you in my arms
and never have to let you go again,
i realize love is a strange thing indeed;