My Love

I’ve been down and
I’m wondering why
These little black clouds
Keep walking around
With me
sometimes life is one big puzzle
you wonder why things are so jumbled up
even with all the pieces in hand
you still struggle to put them all together
i try to understand 
but wander around too much
to stay in one place
i walked along a path
that i thought i knew it like the back of my mind
with these little black clouds
hovering around
what i knew very well
was hidden behind a veil of darkness
what i once had lots of
has slowly ebbed away
to a mere miniscule
the more i think
the more insane i become
trying to find the path 
i slowly fade
into these little black clouds
hoping to find
the path from inside
dont laugh at me
dont look at me
you just have a nice day!